mean streak
So I was running on the National Mall yesterday with my masc/musc/mil running "bud" Skwurl and he like says I get gayface when I run up stairs during a run. Whatever.
Anyway, the hyper rodent's encouragement to run my ass up the stairs of the Lincoln Memorial was rewarding. I had never actually been up there near Abe's crotch. The view was indeed inspiring - of the Reflecting Pool that is. Too bad I was near death from the exertion.
Anyway, I halved my last batch of antidepressants in April to welcome the warm, sunny weather and have then been off them completely since they ran out a week or so ago. I can now boast that I can cum in less than 45 minutes, which is great. And no more all-body sweats that can sometimes be embarrassing. However there's this all-body numbness and unnerving tingling that you get which forces you to realize you're coming down from being on a pharmecutical, which is disturbing. I don't like to be enslaved to Tha Man (Pharmecutical Megacorporations). While the Cymbalta did shear off the lows over the winter, it really didn't make them go away. It was an experiment I'm not sure I'm going to repeat next winter. I think regular exercise and getting to bed at a decent hour every night is half the battle.
But I wonder if it's me or if somebody at work put a few ounces of crystal meth into a box of kittens and puppies just to see what happens, then left me to deal with it. Everyone is wired and running around at full tilt. Alas, the deadline for the mega-newsletter was not met, but I've decided to stop working until 8 to get it done every night of the week. It will get done, just please everybody, stop snorting Tina at work!
OMG Heroes was awesome tonight. 5 years into the future and Nathan Petrelli is proposing genocide for all the "special people." Not the first self-loathing person in a position of political power making detrimental decisions against a minority. Anyway, thank GWAR Peter got a new hairdo in the future, but we'll miss Jessica. I still think Niki/Jessica is simply a crazy person, not super-powered. Sylar is a wonderful villian - he never dies and he always has something up his sleeve for next time.
But I think I still might have to go back on antidepressants if I have to wait until 2008 to see a new Battlestar Galactica episode. Really, I'm fine:
Coming down is hard to do. It's fun when you are up though. I am totally fine being enslaved to the Pharma man. If I had high blood pressure, etc I'd be OK with it, so why not for brain inbalances? I am totally gonna take 5 pills one day and go dancing. Throw your hands in the air like ya just don't care!
Oh Jimbo.
Are you not Paying Attention?
Jessica (but not Niki, although maybe they integrate) can bust out of handcuffs and such. And that's not Peter Petrelli with the new haircut, it's Sylar. Although that genocide thing doesn't make sense to me, because wouldn't Sylar want other 'special people' around so he can prey on them?
I am totally obsessed. I'm a lost cause. And you know they're not going to conclude the story arc in the final season one episode but it's gonna be a total cliff hanger and I am not gonna be able to Take That Pressure At All and I'm totally gonna crack.
Jessica is just really good with leverage, violence and judo. Otherwise she's just a normal person with muliple personalities.
I loved Heroes too last night. It was so great...actually, the last two episodes have been amazing! Can't wait to see what will happen during the next three!
Great News Jimbo...I am not big on pills and try to avoid things that make me numb...having said that I am also lucky in that I rarely feel down.
On another...how much less than 45 minutes? I could not tell if this was a positive or negative development.
Dear Jimbo,
I'm not sure why eveyone is obsessed with Peter Petrelli. Sure, he's hot; but you can tell that if you knew him in real life, he'd just be one of those obnoxious guys who shops at A|X and would have a girlfriend who wears sunglasses indoors and out.
Sylar is the hottest (although apparently in the future he opts for a shitty haircut even though he has candace's shape shifting abilities). He has got one sweet ass. I'd even take Mohinder over Peter.
ZOMG! I'm wicked psyched to learn about this Molly character, find out about mama petrelli's ability, and whether or not she's porking lenderman.
I hearted Heroes too!
I also heart the sexy redhead you are sitting with.
Congrats on the improved willy function! It's always nice to have things work they way they're supposed to.
I haven't been on on SNRI like Cymbalta, but I have done the SSRI family pretty thoroughly. That buzzing feeling and numbness are truly sucky. Last year I went off Lexapro and still had buzzying for three months. Stupid brain, stupid drugs.
Perhaps remaining on anti-depressants will help your spelling and syntax.
Hmm, could be. That's what I get for typing too quickly.